Other day one of my close friend told me that he is buying a new house. I congratulated him and hugged him. And then we settled down and were enjoying the treat given by him, I suddenly realized that there was one thought that crossed my mind for a moment when my friend told me about his achievement. And I was shocked when I recollected that thought. The thought was of envy, jealousy or similar sort of but definitely was of negative nature compared to standard good thinking. I realized that the thought which I now term as “HST” (half second thought), came and I suppressed it with thoughts of being joyous over my friends achievement. Since then I am checking my thoughts about such HSTs.
And guess what, HSTs are always there. HST come and go sometimes automatically, sometimes we suppress them with good thoughts. These HSTs reflect basic nature of a human being, his/her interests, aspirations etc etc.
Have anybody of you realized such thoughts. I am missing a world where these HSTs could be expressed freely without annoying anybody.
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